Summary for November 2024

Resistance is not futile

Star Trek, the MCU before the MCU. Superheroes. Characters jumping between shows. A bunch of actor appearances where you go “that one too?”. Endgame.

Closeups of the crew, from left: Seven of Nine, white Borg/human blonde woman with a metallic implant above her eye; Tuvac, dark-haired dark-skinned Vilkan; Kes, white blonde Ocampa woman; Kathryn Janeway, brown-haired white woman; Neelix, Talaxian man with a mixture of cat-like and lizard-like features: leathery skin, spots around his face, fur-like hair and sideburns; Harry Kim, dark-haired Asian man; Chakotay, dark-haired indigenous man from Central America.
[Part of the Voyager crew.]

My ovearll view on all the old Star Trek shows – at this point I’ve watched The Original Series with movies, The Animated Series, The Next Generation with movies, Deep Space Nine and now finished Voyager, – is that they are important as a cultural step, but also still mostly relevant.

Which is kind of sad, when you think about it: surely we should have fixed a lot of the problems those shows explored by now, right? Nope, some of them are just coming up now, sometimes in eerily familiar ways.

Also, all of these shows, and Voyager is no exception, have an annoying tendency to take two steps forward and one step back. Which, admittedly, still makes them progressive, and, as I mentioned, to this day – there are shows that came after that were worse.

I’m not sure what is worth mentioning about Voyager specifically. It did some cool things: the first woman captain, another interesting take on the human condition via holograms and the Borg, etc. But I can’t really say something like “if you want to explore this particular take on a theme by a Star Trek show and you can only watch one, watch Voyager”. It’s not that unique in my mind. As good all the others.

Small Parisian square with a fountain, surrounded by two and three story buildings. There is a pure black sky with the Eiffel Tower in the background. It is a first-person view with a hand of the protagonist holding a gun, a compass and a health circle in the upper left corner and an ammunition counter in the upper right corner.
[The first level, set in Paris.]

Sometimes you just want to shoot some Nazis. It’s hard to mistake Medal of Honor: Underground for a modern game, mainly because of the visuals, but it is interesting how it is pretty much a modern military shooter in every other way. From the controls (twin-stick and even aiming down sights, kinda), to the cut-scenes, from the mission objectives, to the variety of those missions (they even had a turret section). And while there are rough edges, it still pretty enjoyable experience!

Summary for August 2024

Silent country

The look of the game is very pixelated and grainy. Dark-haired woman in a white short dress, black shorts and red gloves is standing in a medieval looking dungeon. There are cages, chains on the walls and bones on the floor. She stands in front of a 90’s looking computer on an office desk and says “I’m not good at computers”. There are two button prompts for the player: “(B) Leave it” and “(A) Try anyway”.

Crow Country is a good modern take on survival horror. It goes for the things that inspire it, but doesn’t forget to put its own spin on it, from aesthetics (kind of PS1 with a dash of Ečstatica) to puzzles (a pinch of Metroidvania thrown in).

Paratopic and The Sirena Expedition are nice, short, PlayStation One-looking, slightly creepy games.

Heather, a young woman with short blond hair, wearing a puffy vest and a denim skirt, stands in a dirty gray elevator. The shot is from the top back of the elevator and is very geometric.

Speaking of survival horrors, I finally finished Silent Hill 3. Obligatory: fuck Konami. Has it aged? Sure, but it still holds up pretty well. To be clear, I think the graphics still look amazing. But the animation, the camera, the acting, things like that, they don’t let you forget that you’re playing a PlayStation 2 game. But at this point, it’s all part of the charm, more than anything. It’s also a sequel to the first Silent Hill, which is the only other one I’ve ever played, and that’s probably going to remain the case with this important but problematic series.

Dot’s Home is a good story about a black family, community and gentrification. It’s point-and-click only in presentation, no puzzles to speak of, almost a walking simulator, really. And it’s free!

Two girls, a brunette in jeans and a blonde in a skirt, stand in a school courtyard at night with flashlights attached to handguns. The shot is from a dirty window on the second floor of a school building and makes it look like we are spying on them.

I was also pleasantly surprised by ObsCure. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not flawless (there are at least a couple of instances of sexist stuff that come to mind, for example), but overall it wasn’t as bad as I feared. It also goes for a very specific thing, a subgenre of horror that was popular at the time (The Faculty, anyone?), to the point that the characters look like 30 years old actors playing high school kids, which is brilliant! And even with the gameplay, it does some interesting things, from the light mechanic to the ability to just break glass doors.

I also tried the sequel, and that didn’t go so well. From awkward free camera to immediate sleaze through the roof, I decided not to finish it.

In the foreground are two girls sitting on the root of a tree near the edge of a forest. The girl on the right is basically a pile of red hair with leaves stuck in it. The girl on the left is blonde, wearing slightly dirty clothes, boots, and a cloak. She has a pet falcon at her side. Everything in the foreground is warm, soft, and squiggly. They are looking at a city in the background. It is behind a wall and very square. In the background everything is cold and geometric.

While Nimona is great, Wolfwalkers also has a few tricks up its sleeve. For example, the way it uses the art style to tell the story. It divides the world into a square, orderly human part and a squiggly, wild forest part. It also draws some things in that tapestry kind of way, where everything is seen from a birth-eye view, but facing the viewer. Not a bad story, nice characters, all in all a good movie.

Summary for July 2024

Hekki Alpha

Poorly lit, fancy to the point of garish, train car. Rebecca, a combat medic and one of the game’s protagonists, in a wide stance, her back to the closed door, a handgun pointed firmly at approaching zombies.”

It’s easy to see why the Resident Evil formula has survived to this day (hello, Signalis). It works! Even if the game, like Resident Evil 0, isn’t particularly inspiring and mostly repeats things we’ve already done with just a handful of innovations, it’s still enjoyable.

Anopek is a small metroidvania shooter. Nothing special, just nice.

Close up of a character with a dark window and some barely visible structures behind her. She is wearing a dark sea-green helmet, a cross between a sci-fi combat and a motocross one. We see her face, nose up, green eyes with bold black mascara, and blond strands of hair sticking out of the helmet. She looks sideways, away from the camera. The text box reads “Fixer” (her name) and “Watcher, we’ve been lied to.”

1000xRESIST is inspired by recent history, often directly: expect a global pandemic, immigrant life, high school shenanigans, and other things I won’t spoil. And it’s very cool to see underrepresented people both on and behind the screen, so to speak. But ultimately it is a sci-fi story, and a good one. Maybe slightly garish visuals. A bit. :)

The screen is significantly darkened. UI, the bottom half of a character is visible, but it’s hard to make out details. Large text across the screen says “The demon has been destroyed” in capital letters.

It’s hard to talk about Demon’s Souls, or any Soulslike game for that matter, without, you know, talking about it. I won’t go into too much detail, but let’s do it.

I think the discussion about difficulty in games should instead be about accessibility. And in this case I mean accessibility in the broadest sense. I believe that games can and should be accessible to many more people than they are now. And the fact that we often talk about “easy mode” instead is very annoying.

It’s especially annoying because these games, at least the FromSoftware games that I’ve played – played Dark Souls 1; finished 2 and 3, and now finished Demon’s Souls – actually give you a lot of tools to lower or raise the difficulty (if you can play them at all, that is), and they do it well.

And of course it is even more annoying that we have to have this discussion instead of having one about the games themselves. Because they are pretty good, you know! Even if they just threw out the whole combat system that gives way to this annoying and misdirected discussion, there would still be a lot to like. The world, the exploration, the story, the atmosphere, the feeling of progress. Even muddy and dark in the way games were at the time, but still beautiful visuals. Good, good I tell ya!


Wendell & Wild is funny, macabre, and progressive. Not perfect (the deadnaming bit comes to mind), but still pretty enjoyable.

Pastel colored dome out of hexagons, with some huge white stick-like structures behind it. Mostly gray robot shaped like three spheres, one for a head, two for shoulders, rather small body, spindly legs, kneeling in the dirt, holding a flower in a tube-like arm.”

There is almost a whole genre of speculative evolution, of which After Man is probably the most famous. Scavengers Reign took that – mushed a bit with art by Mœbius, – as the setting for a story about people stranded on an alien planet. People from Nostromo, not Enterprise. And it’s also, like Alien, a kind of horror. I was a little disappointed that the story was not bad, but, for lack of a better word, pretty classic for such an innovative setting. But it’s very beautiful to look at, in that unsettling kind of way.

Two women, the main protagonist Alpha in pants and a short coat, with a ponytail, and the older Doctor with shoulder-length hair, wearing a overcoat, look down on an almost completely flooded city. It’s squeezed between mountains on the right and the sea on the left. At night, you can see it by the streetlights and bright windows of buildings shining through the water.
[Two-page spread from chapter 22 of the book]

There are two ways to look at Yokohama Kaidashi Kikō (I mentioned it before). On the one hand, it’s a gentle look at the death of the world. Post-apocalyptic doesn’t have to be violent, cruel, or even unpleasant. We will all die, our cities, our world. So why can’t it be peaceful and beautiful?

You can get the most out of it by watching just 4 short episodes of an animation. The books expand on this and introduce more characters and their stories.

On the other hand, somehow optimistically, it can be seen as a transformation that our world can take – be forced to take – and still be fine. People, even if some of them are robots, will still be doing people things. There would be communities, celebrations, daily work. And maybe it’s better that way.

Summary for June 2024

Bigger on the inside

There seems to be no consensus on how well mental health is portrayed in Hellblade games, and since I’m not an expert, I won’t say more.

Senua, dressed in leather pants, skirt, and corset, with a sword at her belt, watches the huge burning tree with corpses in tortured poses hanging from its branches.

What I can say is that it leans a little too much towards punishing the protagonist for my taste. It makes the comebacks more powerful, but I don’t know if it justifies the whole thing. To put it another way, I was curious about the first game when it was released, and felt compelled to follow the story in the second, but wouldn’t be upset if I never played both.

For me to consider something problematic, both the good and the bad should be on a comparable level. It’s not perfect, but Doctor Who seems to have been pushing diversity for a while now. I even started watching it after they announced that there would be a female Doctor.

The Doctor, a black man in a long leather coat and blue trousers, and the Doctor's companion, Ruby Sunday, a white blonde woman in a short coat with white fur trim and a dark red tartan skirt, leaning against the TARDIS.

At this point I have watched everything with the Ninth, Tenth, Thirteenth, Fourteenth and now Fifteenth Doctors. Yes, I skipped the Moffat era.

On the other hand, the BBC seems to be pretty bad in many areas. Is it worth it? Well, I don’t give money to BBC, so sure.

The show has a somewhat weird and unique tone, where it tries to be for as much of an audience as it can, so sometimes it can be too silly or simplistic. But the premise means that almost every episode would lead main characters on a pretty unique adventure, and if you like those characters, then at least it would be fun, if not provocative, gut-wrenching or awe-inspiring, which occasionally happens too.

Summary for May 2024

Puzzles, secrets and discoveries

Sunlit colorful garden. A path leads to a white, almost more glass than anything, greenhouse.

Botany Manor is brilliant. There is nothing more frustrating than illogical puzzles. It is subjective, but I never got stuck on one in this game. The overall pleasantness of the world with a touch of, shall I say, melancholy also helps.

Night. Barley illuminated, almost a silhouette, girl standing in front of the gates of a school.

Gylt is a more light-hearted Silent Hill, I guess. Not particularly scary, but spooky atmosphere, with lots of world to explore, secrets to discover and enemies to fight.

Indika left me cold. Not a bad game, not at all, but if the story does nothing for you, like it did for me, there is nothing else there.

Embroidery of a very happy penguin on a table. Around it are threads, buttons, pins, scissors and other similar craft tools.

Stitch is an interesting variation of nonogram-like games. You have numbers that tell you the size of rectangles that should fill the whole area. The overall picture kind of helps because you can guess which colors go where, but it can fail in places if you’re colorblind. There are a lot of penguins!

There’s not much more I can say about Star Trek: Discovery now that it’s finished its final season. Also, I tend to judge the thing as a whole, not individual elements. In the end, I’m glad I watched it, but I wouldn’t give it a medal, so to speak.